Back from camp! Photos will follow.

Inner Circle - Sweat
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Walibi was really fun. I've got stuff to do right now so I'm not going to make this long.

I'm a banshee.

I'm off to camp so have fun people, I'll upload the rest of the photos when I come back (and it kind of scares me I've got so many photos in memory of my camera... I'm scared I'll accidently delete them all). Anyways, bye bye everyone, see you in a few days.

Yesterday, I said something mean about a friend to someone on MSN. The friend doesn’t knowA about this but I feel bad about it. I did mean it on the moment but I was tired and… I’m not going to invent excuses, I just shouldn’t have. God, please forgive me.

I didn’t wake up pissed off this morning but it didn’t take long for something to strike a nerve. Namely, a call from my mum telling me what happened yesterday with the whole family affair. As usual, I only got two sentences of explanation but I got the general idea of the situation and that’s when I flamed up. Someone I respected and cherished did something I would have never imagined her doing. Of course, in her situation, I would have be hurt and in distress too but to take it out on someone defenceless? That’s just plain low; especially when that person is an elder member of your family. It disgusts me. I love them both but she really disappoints me with such behaviour. She’s a responsible adult, not a teenager anymore. Even, I would have never done what she did. It’s just so low, low, low. I hope she learns something out of her way of living.

Things lay low the whole morning during which I got some stuff done for my parents and paid a visit to the manga store that sadly didn’t have the series I was looking for. I did get out of there with the latest XXXHOLiC and Vampire Knight though. I got home and cleaned up a bit before packing up some stuff for camp.

The second blow came after midday when I decided to go visit a friend at her work place as she told me we wouldn’t be able to see each other until Sunday because she got herself a job. I brought along her favourite cake for her four o-clock break, knowing she would appreciate it. I got to the place but no one was at her stand so I asked this other girl I know if she saw my friend today. The girl said yes but she was probably taking her break right now. I decided to wait. I sent her a message asking her if she was working and the answer was “no” which I thought weird, but then, maybe she meant she was on her break so I sent another message asking if she was at her work place and the answer was “not until Monday” which I found weirder because the girl at the work place seemed to know who I was talking about. Finally I sent a last message asking if I could pass by her house. There was no answer for a dozen of minutes until I received a “that won’t be possible today”. What’s happening? I’m sure there’s a good explanation behind it all but sometimes, I just get tired of having to dig for my answers.

So yeah, up till now, today has not been my day. I hope it will get better with the evening.

I’m bored. I should be sorting out my stuff for camp on Monday as I probably won’t be home this weekend but I’m lazy. It took me forever to get myself out of bed this morning which is so not me. I think I got a 5 hours straight night of sleeping. Woot! It’s a miracle.

The worst thing about having an iTouch is the fact that I log into FaceBook, first thing in the morning. Damn sunshine, social interaction and outdoors and give me the internet. I was pretty surprised to get messages from a few cousins in Malaysia this morning and got a bit anxious when they declared it was “family emergency”. I’m still not sure what it’s all about and it’s freaking me out. I hope everything is OK and people will contact me sometime soon about it. I hope it’s just a “we forgot your mum’s phone number and it’s her birthday today”. Let’s cross our fingers.

Another thing I noticed today on FaceBook are Sabrina’s holidays pics. She’s at her house in the countryside with her chicken, goats, ponies and lama. I want to see her lama. It looks so adorable; I want to pet it! And the ponies, of course. I love ponies. I’m a pony fanatic. Wheeee! Sabrina, if you’re reading this, I’m winking at you right now.

I hope your lama isn’t like your cat though. That traitorous beast! He’s a huge fat tortoiseshell with five different colours who drags himself from the dining table to the kitchen chairs the whole day long with that I’m-so-cute-come-and-pet-me face. Most people do pet him and he purrs along then suddenly turns around and bites and scratches for no reason. I don’t like that cat. He’s mean. Well, he’s better than the two Dobermans. I’m never going close to them.

I’m dragging on about Sabs animals right now, aren’t I? Two paragraphs and I haven’t even got to the parrot yet. But well, let’s save it for some other time.

Do I sound bored? I am. Sunday is Walibi day. Walibi isn’t only a kangaroo but also an amusement park here in Belgium. Believe it or not, I have never ever taken a rollercoaster before. I know; I suck. I haven’t done ten thousand stuff in my life and people aren’t letting me forget that. I just wish I’ll get to do all of it with them one day. It’s more fun with friends.

So yeah, amusement park on Sunday. Excited.

You probably don’t care a penny about what I’m saying now. I’m just keeping myself occupied. My computer is a loser. It won’t even let me watch YouTube videos in full. *sticks out tongue* I don’t like you, computer.

But it’s weird because I managed to create a new YouTube account and upload a video.

Don’t ask me why that video in particular, I just wanted to see if it works.

OK, OK, OK, got to get going now. I’m going to my aunt Danièle’s place to get one of my cousins camping bag because I can’t find mine in the garage. I could use a suitcase instead but that’s just bleh. So yeah, logging of now! Love you lovelies! Chus!

I’ll be back for more and editing.

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Ouch, I just bit my lip with my cat teeth. I don’t know their real name but I call the bottom teeth opposite the vampire teeth cat teeth. They bit my lip. Not nice. And that Teejel thing the dentist gave me for my wisdom tooth? It tastes horrible! It’s what they use for calming teething babies. They always think I’m younger than I am.

I ended up staying a while at my aunt’s place. We watched my Cousin Emilie’s marriage video. It was so sweet and well done! Can’t rush love, At last, I got a feeling, You’re the one that I want, You’ll be in my heart,… So many good songs to go with the adorable images, how on earth could it go wrong?

I got the bag, it’s huge, Emilie did the Chemin de Saint Jacques de Compostelle with it. She loves her clothes. That’s saying something.

I really wonder what the family emergency is from this morning; my cousin Hwei Xin keeps on sending me question about some phone numbers and it’s getting me stressed out. Someone please inform me here!!!

Breathe in, breathe out. Think of pretty rainbows and fields full of flowers… uh…

Back to the ranting.

Another thing about people who care is that, as usual, some people have to put my choices in doubt. I know it’s great because I get to think about them over again but at times, it gets annoying.

I am not going to do Art studies. As well as I can draw, as well as I make stuff, as good are my creations, I know that studying it will just make me hate it. Art is something that comes naturally for me, a hobby; I don’t want to force myself into dissecting it piece by piece just to get a diploma. I love art too much to do such thing.

I met Bérengère today on the street. She went to Argentina for a year and is starting Medical studies next year. I don’t know; I just felt like mentioning her. It’s a bit weird. You know, she recognizing me and saying hello whereas she used to treat me like shit when we were in first year of secondary school. She changed. For our high school yearbook, I voted her coolest person out of the lot. It makes me happy.

My thoughts are so random; sometimes, I have a hard time following them.

I think I’ll stop here.

Good evening people.

Listen to: Supreme Team – Super Magic

PS: I never watched Iron Man, if you’re wondering.

PPS: Me calling Malaysia, me calling Malaysia…